Friday, 21 October 2005
AARRRRRGH!!!!
I HATE PACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I haven't finished for today yet, either. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
At least I get to do something different for now...
On a related note, I'm scared. The flat is getting bigger and emptier. I have too much stuff - how will it all get packed in time and fit in the car & van on Monday???
We leave for good in a week's time. This is really it. Goodbye York. Hello Devon. I don't know anyone in Devon, aside from Jon's family and a few of his mates. What's going to happen when I'm living there?
I'm stepping off my comfort zone, into the Great Unknown. This is where it all happens, the good and the bad. I'm sure things will be fine, but I'll still miss what I had. Is this a step forwards or backwards, or am I standing still? Whatever happens in my future, right now it's such a thrill!
Ah, I feel sooo much better now. I just needed to spill all my feelings out of my head a little, so I had some room to breathe. :) Back to the grindstone!
