Tuesday, 09 August 2005
Encouragement Required Here
If you're reading this, and you like me, please send me some encouragement sometime this week. Over the next few weeks I have to be very proactive and outgoing, and I really don't feel like it. If it was for something else, then I'd be fine, but I hate having to try and sell myself to complete strangers who don't know me and probably don't even care.
If this works, everything could be utterly fantastic. If not, I could be severely screwed. Which is why I really need to work on this. And why I'm so worried about it. Why can't things be straightforward?
If you have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sorry, but I really don't want to go into details about it right now. Perhaps when I have some sort of plan I'll be able to explain myself. But for now, just tell me how great I am, and maybe I'll start believing it enough to impress someone, and everything will be hunky-dory. :)
At the very least, tell me to stop worrying about everything all of the time. I worry too much, lately.
But perhaps everything is about to change? There's only one way to find out...
